SORRY FOR NOT USING LJ CUT, BUT IT'S BEING A PAIN IN MY ARSE!

Fading Existence - A Dean Fanmix



Genre: Hard Rock, Alternative
This is definitely a 'jammin in your Impala car' type of music. :D
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Tracks

Won’t Back Down – Fuel
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I know what darkness means
(and the void you left for me)
The isolation stings
(So think it wants to bleed)
The echoes in my brain
(Of the things you said to me)
You took my everything
Now I'm coming for you!

Right Before Your Eyes – Hoobastank
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When the door shuts
Don’t worry about me
Its not attention that I want from you
I need you to trust who I’m gonna be
And in everything I’m going to do
Cause I’m not afraid
Of what I don’t know
For understanding is all that I earn
What is for sure is I’m going to go
I’m going to live and I’m going to learn

 Papercut – Linkin Park
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Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

 High Wire Escape Artist – Boysetsfire
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Bleed out all empathy this vessel has no

Spirit left to hold on to lies Ive lived in full
How long can I hold tight with every movement
Tension binds and denies my true nature
The balance has shifted warped sick and twisted
Grabbing at angels when I fall

Until You’re Reformed – Chevelle
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This is not for real
Forever pleasing someone
The first and last begins
You martyr, you child

 Easier To Run – Linkin Park
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It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head

For years and years they've played

 Bleed For Me – Saliva
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All I ever wanted
Was to be at your service
But now I'm alone
Cause you were here and you're gone
And all I ever wanted
Was to feel I had a purpose
But now that's all gone

 Sad Exchange – Finger Eleven
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Quietly thinking to myself
Sharing half our mind instead of none
The shakings just begun
The pleasantries are gone
This sad exchange pleased neither one of us

 What I’ve Done – Linkin Park
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In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done

 Night Drive – The All-American Rejects
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Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight fight fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night

 Hang On – Seether
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My selfish enemy
Still has the best of me
Empty and feeling numb
Wish I could take it away
I can’t control the need
Too weak to not concede
Wish I was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it
I gave my life away
There’s nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way

 One Step Closer – Linkin Park
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I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway
Just like before

 Pretty Handsome Awkward – The Used
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Your dream vacation, smile hostage refuge
A work in progress you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile

 End of the World – Armor For Sleep
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Pack all your bags and lock all your doors behind
Clear out the cities and pray for your little lives
You've all escaped, I've stayed
I'm so tired of running away

 For You – The Calling
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I am a vision
I am justice
Never thought that I could love
Living in shadows
Fading existence
It was never good enough
Within the darkness
You are the light that shines the way
But you're trapped in violence
I can be the man who saves the day

 I’m Lost Without You – Blink 182
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I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you


Hope you enjoy!




From: [identity profile] egotists.livejournal.com


Ahh Chevelle. Definitely going to have to nab this up tomorrow when I'm not half asleep

From: [identity profile] xenokattz.livejournal.com


Heya! This looks pretty funky but could you put it behind a cut please? :D Thanks!

From: [identity profile] cricket52579.livejournal.com


Did you read the top of the entry? LJ cut is being all wonky. Couldn't get it to work properly. Sorry for the inconvenience.

From: [identity profile] xenokattz.livejournal.com


Heh. My reading is also being wonky. Bad lj cut and bad me for not paying attention.

From: [identity profile] cricket52579.livejournal.com


That's ok. I get frustrated when ppl don't put long entries behind a cut too. But stupid lj cut is being stupid. *sigh*
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From: [identity profile] jjsgatlantis.livejournal.com


Awesome mix and cover art. The song lyrics are very fitting for Dean. I'm snagging the whole mix.

From: [identity profile] cricket52579.livejournal.com


I cruised in my car to this mix today. I have to admit, I like it, LOL! ENJOY! :D

From: [identity profile] unplugged32.livejournal.com


I've saved this, thanks!

And your header??? It leaves me breathless!! Can you tell me where the pics are from?

From: [identity profile] cricket52579.livejournal.com


I ♥ my header. [livejournal.com profile] apieceofcake made it, so you have to ask her where the pics are from.

Hope you enjoy the fanmix! :)

From: [identity profile] cricket52579.livejournal.com


I can't help it. I've been a fan of Jensen's for a while too, just not hard-core like I've been within the last year. There wasn't much James activity so I've been keeping busy with the Supernatural fandom. But I still LOVE James and still LOVE reading X-Men fanfics too. :)

From: [identity profile] wyntertwilight.livejournal.com


Dude, is this the kinda music you're into usually? Because I see a few similarities! ♥

From: [identity profile] cricket52579.livejournal.com


You name it, I listen to it, lol. I love everything from Elvis and The Beatles, to classic rock (yes, Bon Jovi rocks, on occasion) to R&B and even (gasp!) Country music. I can go from listening to The Beach Boys and then find myself popping a Trick Daddy CD into the player, lmao! All depends on my mood. ;D
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