I mean, seriously. SERIOUSLY. This man is prettier than a 4 year old, button-nosed, curly-haired flower girl, dressed in flowing white lace, throwing baby pink rose petals at a June wedding. o.O
I have never before used or heard the use of the term "pretty" so much when refering to a man. But there is just no other word to better describe the absolute undeniable gorgeousness that is Jensen Ackles.
No wonder most fic writers cast him as the sub or the bottom (me included). As tough and sarcastic as his portrayal of Dean is, he cannot hide his pretty prettiness. It is universally impossible. It makes you want to cuddle and protect him from everything and everyone and preserve what you might think is pure innocence.
Jared may have the "puppydog" look that makes girls swoon, but Jensen could be holding the cutest, furriest, most adorable puppy on the planet and no one would notice because they'd be too busy staring at Jensen's pretty, pretty face.
That is all.
Fading Existence - A Dean Fanmix
Genre: Hard Rock, Alternative
This is definitely a 'jammin in your
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Won’t Back Down – Fuel
I know what darkness means
(and the void you left for me)
The isolation stings
(So think it wants to bleed)
The echoes in my brain
(Of the things you said to me)
You took my everything
Now I'm coming for you!
Don’t worry about me
Its not attention that I want from you
I need you to trust who I’m gonna be
And in everything I’m going to do
Cause I’m not afraid
Of what I don’t know
For understanding is all that I earn
What is for sure is I’m going to go
I’m going to live and I’m going to learn
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin
Bleed out all empathy this vessel has no
Spirit left to hold on to lies Ive lived in full
How long can I hold tight with every movement
Tension binds and denies my true nature
The balance has shifted warped sick and twisted
Grabbing at angels when I fall
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
All I ever wanted
Was to be at your service
But now I'm alone
Cause you were here and you're gone
And all I ever wanted
Was to feel I had a purpose
But now that's all gone
Quietly thinking to myself
Sharing half our mind instead of none
The shakings just begun
The pleasantries are gone
This sad exchange pleased neither one of us
In this farewell
There’s no blood
There’s no alibi
‘Cause I’ve drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I’ve done
Drive all night
Never gonna get me
Night by night
To get away from it all
Fight fight fight
All you wanna do is hurt me
You wrecked my life
So I'm gonna have to drive all night
My selfish enemy
Still has the best of me
Empty and feeling numb
Wish I could take it away
I can’t control the need
Too weak to not concede
Wish I was deaf and dumb
Wish I could fake it
I gave my life away
There’s nothing left to say
I gave my life away
You take it in your way
I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway
Just like before
Your dream vacation, smile hostage refuge
A work in progress you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
I beg to differ, make me an offer
Warm summer rain you bleed
Just like you puke while running a mile
Pack all your bags and lock all your doors behind
Clear out the cities and pray for your little lives
You've all escaped, I've stayed
I'm so tired of running away
I am a vision
I am justice
Never thought that I could love
Living in shadows
It was never good enough
Within the darkness
You are the light that shines the way
But you're trapped in violence
I can be the man who saves the day
I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Hope you enjoy!
Alright, fandom, thanks to your votes Dean has made it into the TOP TWO! He made it to the Championship Round! \0/
Now that Dean’s come so far, it’s imperative that we VOTE FOR DEAN and spread the word to VOTE FOR DEAN like never before! This is a NEW AND FINAL POLL that will decide the CHAMPION of the 2009 Fandom Steel Cage Match March Madness! Dean is up against last year’s champion Barney Stinson (Neal Patrick Harris) from the TV comedy How I Met Your Mother. This is going to be a tight race, so you need to do your part and get the word out to VOTE FOR DEAN! This is fandom against fandom, so we need to show everyone out there that the Supernatural fandom is a force to be reckoned with!
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They were created by the uber-talented nerrianah (found here) and now they creep around my work desk and keep the
EDIT: While looking at the pics, I keep thinking that someone needs to write Honey, I Shrunk J2 or Honey, I Shrunk the Winchesters fic! *nods*
And Chris Kane was my boyfriend.
And we were in some cabin with strangers. (At one point, I do remember snuggling and playing with Chris' hair.) I have no idea who these strangers were or why they were apparently roaming around my crazy subconscious. Anyway, we (Chris and I (Jensen)) had to leave the cabin in a hurry in the middle of the night. I dunno why. I do know we were searching for something or someone. I do remember making Chris give me the keys to drive the car. He didn't want me to and wasn't happy about riding shotgun. It was silver, by the way. The car. I dunno why I think that's significant. It probably isn't. I don't know what make or model of car it was. Only that it was silver.
And as we drove away from the cabin I nearly ran over a monkey....and a boxer. Boxer as in the breed of dog.
Then I woke up.
What the fucking fuck was I smoking before going to sleep last night?
Fic: The Doors of Time
Pairing: Jensen/Jared (eventually)
Word Count: Approx. 121,000
Rating: PG-13 to NC-17
Summary: It’s not like he doesn’t try to fit in and make friends, he really does. It just seems like nothing he does is good enough for them. If he smiles they blink. If he speaks they stare. And whenever they see him coming they get this panicked look in their eyes like they want to run away and they don’t even know why.
Jensen knows why. It’s the same thing that makes his dad worry and his mom cry. That makes Nana tell his parents he’s going to Hell, not even caring that he can hear her. It’s what makes him ‘weird’.
I hope you enjoy it as much as I have. And please leave the author feedback (if you can see your keyboard and monitor through your tears, that is) because they sooo definitely deserve it.
Although F13 did better opening weekend than MBV (almost twice the $), shockingly MBV pulled in better numbers than F13 during their respective second weekend out. F13 dropped a whopping 80.4% during its second weekend, only pulling in $7.9 mil, while MBV only dropped 52.9% during its second weekend, pulling in another $10 mil.
MBV second weekend at the box office:
F13 second weekend at the box office:
Having said that, F13 has still made more money than MBV in just its first two weeks running, but it looks like MBV did (or will do) better in theaters overall as far as less of a drop in percentage per week. I just felt like I needed to put this out there for people to see that BOTH of the boys' movies did quite well in theaters. Neither one of the movies outshined the other. And I am equally happy for both Jared and Jensen. :o)
B) Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag the one who tagged you.
Tagging: adventures blynnk caz2y5 eviljellybean88
fatedcinderella jessm78 onlyonechoice witchy78
1. Make a list of 5 things you can see without getting up:
TV, tissues, calendar, dehumidifier, Webster's Dictionary
2. How do you style your hair?
Ponytail for work; straightened and curled out or under (depending on my mood) when going out.
3. What are you wearing now?
navy blue hoodie and sweats
4. What's your occupation?
5. Do you nap a lot?
Sometimes....does that mean I'm getting old? D:
6. Who was the last person you hugged?
7. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
That would be Supernatural, of course. :P
8. What was the last thing you ate today?
chocolate ice cream!
9. What was the last text message you received?
My BFF saying her dog died. :'(
10. What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Yahoo, LJ, FanForum, Craigslist
11. What was the last thing you bought?
A flatscreen TV.......What? Money burns holes in my pocket. XD
12. What are you listening to right now?
13. What do you think about before you go to bed at night?
When/where I'm gonna move, what I'm gonna do tomorrow, winning the lottery, Jensen Ackles...
14. What was the last cd you bought?
15. What is your favorite weather, and why?
Summer, right before rain or a storm, because everything smells so fresh and crisp.
16. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play?
17. Where would you like to go on vacation?
Somewhere sunny and warm and near the ocean (where the water is blue and clear, not gray and murky).
18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?
I hope you feel better soon!
19. What's one of your favorite movies?
I was browsing for songs that reminded me of J2 or Jensen or Dean so I could make myself a CD full of new music that I'd never heard before. I stumbled upon this song completely by accident, and it turns out it is a very good song! So good, in fact, I thought it deserved it's own post, lol. And yes, that's really the name of the song! Haha! I've added it to my SPN playlist and haven't stopped listening to it all day. Hope you enjoy it as much as I have!
Song For Jen
Did anyone else notice that the guy from My Bloody Valentine was on the new episode of Leverage last night? It was Kevin Tighe who played the character of Ben Foley in the movie. Huh. Anyone want to play the Six Degrees of Jensen Ackles Game? I bet it's more fun than the Kevin Bacon version. :oP